Castle made of thorns
Moon that rose in crimson
Grab for something more
All I get is distance
Driving roadless

Feels like the end of a life

Running through those nights
All I saw were curses
Stuck here unalive
Floating on the surface

Still and shallow
Probably left to rot, I'm sinking

So close to
Giving up, giving out, giving in
Could I still
Live again, live again, live again？
But what's the point in fighting
When nothing lasts at all？

On your last day
Standing here alone with you, I found my vision was
Way off, way off
Now I can't
Wake up, wake up
Don't tell me
It's over
It must be
Is it gonna be just me left behind？
Me and my mind

Forever wasting time

Back then there was nothing left to lose
Back then every night was wine and blues
That's when every pen I tried to use
Ended up leaking my weakness and bled through

All in, but still a little mistaken
Faking like I knew the risk taken
Wakin' up every night pacing
Was it all a waste, then？ Am I worth replacing？

Locked down deep in my soul is what I really
want to shout now, out of control
But I still hold it inside

And now there's nowhere to hide
You wanna know if fine, well
At least nobody's died

So close to
Giving up, giving out, giving in
Could I still
Live again, live again, live again？
But what's the point in fighting
When nothing lasts at all？

On your last day
Standing here alone with you, I found my vision was
Way off, way off
Now I can't
Wake up, wake up
Don't tell me
It's over
It must be
Is it gonna be just me left behind？
Me and my mind

Every now and then
Reality creeps in

Every now and then
I glance over the deep end

You'll live on, still
So when I'm not around
Remember me
Remember what we found

On our last day
Standing here alone with you, cuz nothing lasts forever
Wake up, wake up
No, I can't
Wake up, wake up
Believe that
It's not over
It can't be
Is it gonna be just me left behind？
Is this goodbye？

On my last day
Doesn't matter where or when, I swear I'll find you
A way out, way out
So let things
Play out, play out
Cuz I know
Some dreams just
Can't come true
But I wanna see you again sometime
That song in my heart
It kept me alive