Truth hurts more when I know it's all
Because of my own pretty little lies that got me
Everything I wanted so bad
I lied to you
I shouldn't have lied so much to you
And the truth is
I was so blinded by the way you look at me
So sweet, those brown pretty eyes got me faking
Maybe I was just scared to be different

Green-Eyed monster got its hold of my breath
Or am I the monster I'm sick of trying to be him
Don't want to be like someone
I want to be myself now
I'm going to try to be honest
I never wanted to do this
Green eyed monster let me go on my own
Don't want it any longer
I'm sick, I want to go home
Don't want to lose myself now
I want to be myself now
I'm going to try to be honest
I never wanted to do this

Stop
Everything's going to be alright
It might take some time to change the way I do
The way I speak with you right now
Strange, you might now recognize the person I've
become so
Stay
You said you wouldn't leave me alone
I might not be the guy you've known
But I have grown and I'm not going to lose myself
I'm scared but I keep fighting with the demon
that's inside my head

Green-Eyed monster got its hold of my breath
Or am I the monster I'm sick of trying to be him
Don't want to be like someone
I want to be myself now
I'm going to try to be honest
I never wanted to do this
Green eyed monster let me go on my own
Don't want it any longer
I'm sick, I want to go home
Don't want to lose myself now
I want to be myself now
I'm going to try to be honest
I never wanted to do this

Being someone else is not that easy
Trying to cover up all of the shame ya
You feel like you can never be enough
but you're enough ya
Waiting someone else to fill the void no
Stuck inside the belly of your monster
You feel like you can never be enough
but you're enough so

Green-Eyed monster got its hold of my breath
Or am I the monster I'm sick of trying to be him
Don't want to be like someone
I want to be myself now
I'm going to try to be honest
I never wanted to do this
Green eyed monster let me go on my own
Don't want it any longer
I'm sick, I want to go home
Don't want to lose myself now
I want to be myself now
I'm going to try to be honest
I never wanted to do this